continued from before One day I was in the school dream once again. This time the settings appeared to resemble my old high school, and thankfully was not particularly deformed. To my surprise and delight the kid appeared right next to me as well. We ambled down a walk way, going nowhere in particular, with … More Entity Banishment Experience – Memory Eating Astral Insects – part 5
continued from before: At this point I’ve started to consider the dreams as something potentially supernatural, and not just purely psychological. I spoke to a couple of my friends about them. One of them was a fluffy bunny type of New Age practitioner. He was interested in spirituality and the occult, but had very little … More Entity Banishment Experience – Memory Eating Astral Insects – part 4
continued from here Time went on, and these school dreams bothered me enough that on one random day, I resolved to myself that the next time I become lucid in one of these dreams, I will go forth and kill everything that I see in those dreams. Over the course of the next few days, … More Entity Banishment Experience – Memory Eating Astral Insects – part 3
This is continued from my previous post here: As strange as the changes sound, they took place very gradually over the course of a year or more, and I did not pay them much mind in the beginning. The dreams were unpleasant and left me with a dirty feeling when I awake, but I would … More Entity Banishment Experience – Memory Eating Astral Insects – part 2
If you stare into the abyss, the abyss stares back at you – Nietzsche When you mess around with the occult long enough, eventually spiritual things start messing with you. Not all of them are nice. A common analogy is that when one tries a more serious occult undertaking, like a demonic summoning, it is … More Entity Banishment Experience – Memory Eating Astral Insects – part 1
Human Resources. Ever stop and just ponder the meaning and implications of this phrase? Chances are if you’re a working adult you’ve bumped into this phrase plenty of times and have just accepted it without thinking much. The phrase itself implies that you’re just a thing. Not quite an individual anymore, but just a thing … More Human Resources
To “make war for peace” or “fucking for chastity” sounds like oxymorons, don’t they? Sadly if you take the time to observe, they are exactly the sort of patterns that people engage in. There’s plenty of people who would like to be rich, yet spend freely without a budget. I’ve seen my share of women … More Make war for peace & make love for chastity – when intentions and actions fail to align
“Surely you know that if a man can’t be cured of churchgoing, the next best thing is to send him all over the neighborhood looking for the church that ‘suits’ him until he becomes a taster or connoisseur of churches.” – Screwtape from the Screwtape Letters The above quote is from the book The Screwtape … More Church Shopping and Grimoire Shopping – shared pitfalls between Christians and occultists
I play the guitar. For musical instruments, repetition plays heavily in the learning of songs. To play a song smoothly means memorizing it and ingraining in your mind specific ways of playing it. As such, after you’ve learned a song, it becomes somewhat a pain in the behind to try to change the way you … More Your world cannot be changed without changing yourself
One notable attitude I observed in many people over the years is that they tolerate or even glorify suffering. If they are miserable, they would simply brush the situation aside by stating that it’s normal. Some go a step further and consider their own suffering as a good thing; possibly as sign of their life … More The acceptance and glorification of misery
Temple of Zagan 